Its Never That Easy.

Haiz, idk why im not feeling very happy now.
its finally exams over, results gotten. parents didn't scold much, just nagged
but, feeling rather mixed emotions.
5 more days to my birthday. 2 more hours to my LUNAR birthday.
West Zones coming in 28 days.~
times flies.. and i finally got the time to update. :D
going to find a very very very very boring day to give my blog A FRESH NEW LOOK.
that will take me like 1 whole day. most probably, not tmr. may be the day after?
sianz, im not feeling happy at all..family nowadays been so chaotic. im not happy.
VB team has been making me abit worried too. im not happy.
i just suddenly feel that i've so much to worry about.im not happy.
my body some how sometimes has also been giving me so problems lately, im not happy :/
WTH is this?!?! ain't i suppose to live without much worries unlike an adult?

is this my life? :'(

SEC 2 CAMP COMING!

Date / Time : 14.5.11 / 5/14/2011 09:59:00 PM

GOSH,
its 14th May 2011. 10.00PM
Finally, MYE OVER. -GREAT!
Waiting for results, -OHNO, im gonna die..
CCA starting. - YESH! it won't be a boredom at home!
Camp's next week, - I can't wait for it! but i hate something. idk what clothes to bring. :X
June 4th coming. LOL. this year won't be going around the whole world to spread, HAHA. :D Until that day comes. ;) its a promise.
Volleyball, a lot of activities may be coming up. especially West Zones ! i hope everything . everyone will IMPROVE together and strive together as A TEAM! as a team, nothing will go wrong ! hehheh GANBADETTE!

My eyes might wander, but my heart stays in one place. And that is with you.

19th April 2011

Date / Time : 19.4.11 / 4/19/2011 10:24:00 PM

Hie readers :)

Its been MILLION YEARS since i updated my bloggie..
Now MYE approaching yet , im still like slacking around. *sigh*
Life in secondary school is still fine. just that, im not organised.
time wasted on some meaningless stuffs..
let me list down what im in-charge of lor,
1) Noticeboard
2)Leader of PW group.
3) Di Zi Gui act out.
4) managing the team well as a captain.

I think the most stressful thing is number 1 & 4,,
its like everything is up to what i do..i don like deciding things lor.being a captain, i have to be guailan enough to handle the team.but later too guailan, would offend ppl easily..haiz..what to do..(@_@) but i need be more daring abit lor..
Honestly still, i nvr wanted to be captain lor..*ck the old banana coach..why choose me sia..SIAN..

Now moving on to talk about family,
family ...like shit now? everytime when i am heading home, i don feel like so..
i rather hang outside alone...complicated..i hate the bitch..can send her home or not...she grumble this grumble that, say we cheat her to come here to work de..WTF?! not happy ah, then go back CHINA lar..BASTARD. such a CUNT. Ur a spoiler lor totally. not that i not want respect you, but , can u (搞清楚状况) get things right first?!?! forget it, don talk about her. make me blood boil only..

today in sch helped with NAPFA abit like that lor,. nothing much, but i also got one more MORON to introduce, the MR QUAKQUAKQUAK..my science teacher..his like always calling me and make things difficult in class for me.//ANNOYING lor. classmate nowadays also teasing me say he is fond of me and stuffs...please..stop those nonsence , my patience is only to a limit., don make me cross it,

life's a bitch nowadays, i gotta face it positively. SMILE. :)

WILL BE WORKING VERY HARD.

Date / Time : 4.1.11 / 1/04/2011 10:22:00 PM

Will be MIA.
Wanna focus on my studies and achieve GOOD RESULTS this year!
so, not much time to update blog le. if have time i will update. :)
Do still tag me and get newest updates by reading my tweets/plurk. i would be still active there. ;)

2nd January 2011

Date / Time : 2.1.11 / 1/02/2011 10:02:00 PM

seriously..wtf...2nd day of a new year and parents quarreling already..FCK SIA...what a family im having now..haiz..
sucker lar..this time, i siding my mother de..fcker la..the cheena bitch still add on fire and oil to the quarrel..idiot..i really want kick u back to china sia...argh..

wonder if year 2011 will be a good year or not sia...starting already like that.how to continue?!?!?!??! haiz...no mood le la...today went church..ok la. at least got laugh. :/

haiz..i know i must be strong and carry on lar. argh...sometimes i dun like to be at home, that is why. sometimes, home isn't the place where there is warmth, peace,happiness...sometimes, it is friends...

LAST DAY OF 2010

Date / Time : 31.12.10 / 12/31/2010 08:40:00 PM

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LAST DAY OF YEAR 2010 !!!!
OMG, CAN PLEASE JUST STOP AT THIS MOMENT?? :(

haiz..guess why today i say i more suay? im having a mild flu now. not serious yet..:(
sad..from morning, nose spoil liao. sneeze alot..argh..@_@ now just finished drinking apple vinegar, was forced to drink. i hate it lor, but i dun wanna fall sick for the first the of school in 2011!!

now playing facebook game, call cityville. dunno why i addict to this game so much. haha XD but other games okok. seldom play le.:P now the internet connection DAMN FCKING SLOW. AND LAG lor my com..arsehole!!!
haiz..today friendly with greenridge, didn't played excellent. BUT today learnt something, which is , don't underestimate ppl. ;)

later hope channel u got do the taiwan drama, 下一站，幸福 :) so nice. HEHHEH XD romance also..LOL! then later watch count down..tmr...hope can go out leh. dun wanna stay at home..hmmm..but im sian of Jp for now :/

school is starting on 4th Jan 2011 too...tmr is 1st Jan 2011 le..just a few more days (>_<) hAIz...
im really rather sad about my BELOVED Ganhuishi going to 2E8 next year!! i'll surely miss her in class..haiz..my secondary sch no life la, no future also!! but nvm, im wrking hard in my sec 2 life to top in this lousy sch! GANBADETTE!!!!!!!!!!

a HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL OF YOU ! :) smilez
=D

Labels: HAPPY NEW YEAR

SUAY TTM, my unlucky day...

Date / Time : 30.12.10 / 12/30/2010 09:28:00 PM

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1 more day to 2011!! XD
cannot wait to welcome the new year!!!

today in the morning, played computer and read story books. as the books i borrowed going to overdue le...:(
argh. a book call this is shyness overdue le..but i haven read finish!! so sad!!!! then i need pay fine and return! haven read finish need return liao ! argh :'( cries..haiz..the book so nice..i wanna continue reading..

then afternoon , went return my books first with wanjing, then go boon lay place. got pasamalam..haha!! :) shop shop..do alot of stuffs..im so dam unlucky okay, let me make a list ..
UNLUCKY STUFFS:
#1- forget about my overdue books.
#2- had some problem at the library with the machine and wasted time.
#3-as wanjing and me walk to jurong point, a very big insect land on my hand i was so FRIGHTENED.
#4 -stepped on some kind of unknown liquid on the floor..
#5-bought peppermint bubbletea and it taste so awfull ,so bitter.wasted my $1.80
#6- bought sausage, so hard...not as tasty at it should be..
#7- find a place sit down, and ants crawl onto my leg...argh, u know i hate insects.im scared too =X

argh,.see im so unlucky de lor./WTF//
SIANz...tmr friendly with greenridge sec. teammates,i will be putting my best in the friendly for tmr as its the last friendly for 2010. i hope u all too. jy.
ending here. gtg le, i want go watch tv also.
byebye